Thursday, July 21, 1994

O Say, Can You "See"?

As I sit in the waiting room of a muffler shop, I am unknowingly missing the day's NASA briefing. They didn't announce the start time yesterday, so I brought my car here first thing this morning, hoping to avoid a lengthy wait. I am using this time to enrich my mind with information about telescopes and Jupiter from a book I checked out from the library on Tuesday.

The Amateur Astronomer's Handbook offers a lot of information about different kinds of telescopes and telescope mountings, with background on the history of astronomy woven in. I am in awe of those astronomers who, generations ago, built their own telescopes. Not only did they save money that way, but often their homemade telescopes were better than whatever was available for purchase. In case I want to try my hand at it, an entire section of the book is devoted to the art of grinding and polishing mirrors.

Right now my concerns are more basic. Why can't I see any detail on Jupiter? What am I supposed to see? Is a three-and-a-half-inch Schmidt-Casseigrain spotting scope good enough to do the job? Do I need colored filters to make the details stand out?

The book includes a chapter on Jupiter, which I read eagerly. I learn that Jupiter is a gaseous planet. That would explain why all those scientists on television keep talking about its atmosphere all the time. Does it have a solid core? Scientists believe so, but the astronomy book is inconclusive. I am left wondering.

As vague as it is about the mysterious interior of Jupiter, the book goes into quite a bit of detail about its visible exterior. The planet has dark cloud rings encircling it that are called belts. There are also lighter areas between the rings, called zones. A big white ring around the equator is called, logically, the Equatorial Zone. Surrounding it are darker rings called the North Equatorial Belt and the South Equatorial Belt. Sometimes the latter is split into two distinct belts with a lighter ring in between. Beyond these belts are the North and South Temperate Zones. And so on and so forth for several more belts and zones until you get near the poles.

Storms can form within and between these belts and zones. They may last for weeks, months, or years. The storms usually appear as circles or ovals in shades that contrast with their surroundings. The Great Red Spot is the most prominent one, and it has stuck around for over 300 years. Other irregularities also may appear as contrasting features among the belts and zones.

What I find most fascinating about Jupiter is that, even without the comet impacts, its appearance is constantly changing. It turns out that the Equatorial Zone rotates faster than the other parts of the planet. It makes a complete rotation every 9 hours and 50 minutes. The rest of the cloud structure makes a full rotation every 9 hours and 55 minutes. This means that any features that show up within the Equatorial Zone will, over time, move with respect to features such as the Great Red Spot that reside in the outer regions.

An entire chapter of the book is devoted to the art of "seeing." Apparently, seeing details through a telescope isn't something that just anyone can do. It requires practice.

Suddenly I start wondering. Did I just buy a telescope or a crystal ball? If I wave my hands in front of my spotting scope and utter the correct magical incantation, will my "seeing" start to improve? Will it tell me my fortune, too?

But I can't afford to be too flippant when I so desperately want to see those comet impact spots. I need to learn as much as I can before tonight's Jupiter Watch event. Eagerly, I read on.

Apparently, it takes time for our eyes to adjust to the darkness, to detect more of the light coming in from celestial objects, and to distinguish more and more detail on them. Moreover, the Earth's atmosphere is not usually very stable, so even under a clear, dark sky, the details may be fuzzy or jiggly. Therefore, it is often necessary to watch for a while before any detail can be seen. Sometimes, if you're lucky, the atmosphere will settle down long enough to give you a short interval of clear viewing. Just relax your eyes and keep looking through the telescope, and eventually, with patience and luck, you will start to see more and more detail, and fainter and fainter objects. Of course, you can't expect to become good at "seeing" overnight. But with practice, you can extend the limits of your visual acuity in darkness.

I ponder what I've read and let it sink in. So far I haven't been able to see anything at all on Jupiter. Everything I've read indicates that a telescope as small as my own should allow me to see at least some of the features on Jupiter. Is it not the telescope, then, but my own eyes that are at fault? Tonight I will try to look more patiently, more slowly.


Chaos Rains

It is after 3:00 -- just three hours before telescope bearers are supposed to begin arriving at the Jupiter Watch -- and it's been raining on and off all afternoon! Even when it hasn't been raining, it's been overcast much of the time. That doesn't bode well for the Jupiter Watch.

I've been polling my family to try to nail down who will go with me. That is, if I go at all. Over the past four evenings, Jupiter has been out no more than an hour or two total, and today the weather looks by far the most foul of any day since I began my own personal Jupiter watch. Is it worth dragging my family to downtown D.C. in the middle of rush hour on the off chance that the sky will clear up for a few minutes, and we'll be close enough to the front of a line to look through one of those big telescopes and actually see something?

I guess if it rains and we can't look at Jupiter, maybe we'll still get to see David Levy. But will he give a talk? If so, what will he say? All I really want to see is Jupiter!

To meet the requirements, I will bring my own telescope, but I'm not expecting much from it. Nor do I expect anyone else to be much interested in it, given that bigger and better telescopes will undoubtedly be available. In fact, I'll be disappointed if I don't get a chance to look through some of those telescopes myself. After all, if I'm only going to look through my own spotting scope, why go through the trouble of dragging it into downtown D.C.?

My mother can't make it, my father is noncommittal, and I hold off on calling my brother because I know he has an important meeting this afternoon. Given the uncertain weather and my reluctance to drag my family downtown unnecessarily, I'm going to have to wait until the last minute to decide. If everyone else in my family were as gung ho about the comet as I am, it would be easier, but they're not. I'm the only one who's crazy enough to consider driving into downtown D.C. during a driving rainstorm in hopes of seeing the clouds part and Jupiter come out. The others are less invested in this event -- and more practical.

I'm too worked up to accomplish anything constructive, so I take a walk outside. I head into the woods behind the house to explore. The air is clear and fresh from the rain, and I relish its pureness after having spent the past six years breathing the hot, dry, and lifeless air in the Los Angeles area. The forest floor is dark and damp, and I find I can move soundlessly over the wet leaves. I surprise a rabbit, and it surprises me back, bolting away from me in a few quick hops.

I haven't gone very far into the woods when my path intersects a long, narrow strip of treeless land. I look up, expecting to see a row of high-tension wires, but there are none. Mystified, I look back down. The treeless area is full of brambly bushes. I step in for a closer look and discover that they are wild blackberry bushes! Many have blackberries on them, although most of the blackberries are not yet ripe. I sample a few ripe ones, vowing to come back someday soon with a bucket. My mood lifts.

After exploring a little while, I head back to the house. The skies are looking more ominous now. On my way back through the woods, I discover a small box turtle near a pile of wood. Another interesting find. I haven't seen one of those since I was a child. At least if I don't get to see Jupiter tonight, the whole day won't have been wasted.

Back in the house, my mood deteriorates quickly. It is now almost 4 p.m., and I don't know what to do. My original plan was to leave around 4:30 so I could meet my brother and father in Arlington at 5:15. There, we would find a place to eat dinner and then head off to the Jupiter Watch. But guess what it's doing outside? Raining! And steadily. What would be the point of heading out to Washington in this dismal weather? There isn't even one small peephole in the clouds that could allow a planet to be seen. I've seen better days than this deteriorate into poor observing conditions.

Moreover, I am feeling just a little bit nervous about this whole Jupiter Watch thing. No -- a lot nervous. In the first place, I will have to figure out where to go and how to get in with my telescope. That will take some doing. Will they take me seriously when I show up with a video tripod and a tiny suitcase?

But that's the least of my worries. I am certain that if I actually do manage to get in, I am going to make a complete fool out of myself. All the other astronomers will laugh when I show up with my puny little spotting scope. Surely everyone else there will have eight-inch telescopes or better. I'm surprised they're even letting me bring this one. Heck, I'm not even sure that it's capable of showing the spots on Jupiter, even if I knew how to set it up properly. Which I don't. I won't even know where to look for Jupiter when I get there. And once someone points it out to me, it'll take me forever to find it in my scope. I still haven't gotten the hang of using that stupid finder, I can't get Jupiter to hold still long enough to focus on it, and I can't even see the belts on Jupiter, let alone any spots! If we do get lucky and get a break in the clouds, it will only give me a chance to prove my incompetence and look like an idiot!

Maybe I shouldn't go.

Thoroughly discouraged, I lie down on my bed to take a catnap, hoping things will look better later. It's no use even thinking about going until this rain clears up. I'll just rest for half an hour and then see what it looks like outside.


A Phone Call Changes Everything

At 4:15 the phone rings.

I rouse myself and answer it, expecting it to be a family member wanting to talk me out of going into D.C. tonight. It is not.

It is someone from NOVAC, a lady named Linda. She heard at the meeting last night that I was looking for a ride, and she is willing to give me one. I am touched by her offer. Brenda must have mentioned my predicament, and now someone has come through.

But her willingness to give me a ride only complicates things. Should I just go with Linda and save my Dad and my brother the trouble of joining me, in case the weather stays bad? Does she have room for anyone else in her car? Amazingly, she can fit all of us and is not unwilling to do so! But I am unwilling. I would feel as if I were taking advantage of her if I insisted on bringing the others along for the ride. After all, I don't even know her! And she is no more familiar with the Naval Observatory than I am. No, we'd be taking advantage of her if we did that.

Linda plans on leaving at seven, since she isn't bringing a telescope. That means I'll have to get back to her by six if I want a ride from her.

It is still rainy outside. I ask Linda what role the weather will play in her plans. Will she bother going if it looks like this at seven?

Linda's answer amazes me. She will go "rain or shine." Her optimism and determination inspire me. Memories of how I got started in this whole comet crash thing start seeping into my rain-clouded brain. This is a once-in-a-lifetime opportunity. The dedicated astronomers understand that, and they wouldn't miss it for anything. They'd show up tonight even if they had to drive through hail. I am well aware that most summer evenings around here are not completely clear. But I have also observed that, even when there are clouds in the sky, breaks often occur. It's been mostly cloudy for the past three nights, yet on two of those nights, I was able to catch a glimpse of Jupiter, albeit a brief one. And these cloudbursts seem to be moving through fairly quickly. Between them, I can see patches of blue sky.

In spite of all the rain we've been getting, it could happen. We could get a break in the clouds tonight that would allow us to see Jupiter. I've seen it happen two nights out of three. Granted, the odds seem stacked against our getting yet another break in the clouds tonight. But it could happen.

Now, do I want to miss out on it if it does happen? Do I have what it takes to be an amateur astronomer? Those folks will be out there no matter what. After all the effort -- and hope -- I've put into seeing those spots, isn't it worth going there tonight just in case?

I decide to follow Linda's example. I will go there no matter what. If the guys don't want to go, I'll go with Linda. I am still reluctant to push the issue with them when there's an excellent chance that all we're going to see is rain, rain, and more rain.

A series of chaotic phone calls ensues as we try to hash things out, while the clock keeps ticking. Eventually, my brother Charles decides to go, because I am going. He offers to call Dad. I am still too worked-up to think straight, so I let him.

In the meantime, I take out a map of Washington, D.C., and try to plot a route to the Naval Observatory. It doesn't look as messy as I'd feared it would be. I begin rounding up supplies for the trip. If I'm really going to go through with this, I will need to leave as soon as possible! I pack up my telescope and tripod, and start piling some "essentials" into a large paper bag with a handle: a jean jacket, a flashlight, some plastic sheeting to cover the telescope (or myself) in case of rain, and a Washington street map. I toss in a half-full box of granola bars, in case we don't have time to eat dinner.

When Charles calls me back, I am calmer. I ask some questions about the route. Charles says that Dad is willing to go if we are. The Jupiter Watch is on!


The Jupiter Watch

My trip to Arlington is uneventful until I get to the street Charles' office is on. I arrive at Fairfax Drive just in time for a downpour. It's raining so hard I can't see the little side street where I need to turn left to park at the Ballston Metro Station. But missing the side street turns out to be a blessing in disguise, for by the time I make a U-turn and park, the cloudburst has subsided. I get out of my car, drop twelve quarters into the slot for my parking space, grab all my paraphernalia from my trunk, and head for Charles' office.

Charles and Dad meet me there. They are willing to forego dinner in the interest of getting to the Jupiter Watch at a reasonable time, so we head out to Charles' car. With luck, we might arrive by 7:15. The official time for people to set up their telescopes is from 6 to 8 p.m., so we won't exactly be early. But my spotting scope won't take very long to set up, and sunset won't be until almost 8:30.

Dad drives Charles' car from Arlington to the Naval Observatory. I navigate from the back seat, using the Washington street map. In front, Charles helps spot street names on signposts. Some one-way streets are not marked as such on the map, so I am forced to reconfigure the route several times. We arrive at the Naval Observatory without any major wrong turns, but I am grateful that I didn't have to drive it alone.

Though getting there was tough, the neighborhood itself seems safe. There are several foreign embassies in the area. After circling it once, we join a long line of cars waiting to get in. Pretty soon the line evaporates as the cars just park along the side of the road. We do the same. My telescope is light and traffic is heavy. It will be easier to park here and follow the crowd than to keep circling until we can figure out where the people with telescopes are supposed to go.

We haul out the equipment and divvy up the load. Up the hill we trudge to the entrance gate. When I say that I've brought a telescope, the guard tells us to follow the path to where the astronomers are setting up. Up another steeper hill we trudge. We encounter someone else with a telescope and tag along with him. He doesn't know how to get to the astronomers' site either, but he does, at least, happen to be a member of NOVAC. I figure he will recognize his fellow club members when he sees them.

We round a curve towards a big, white stone building with a domed structure on its roof. To our right, across the road from that building, is an open field. The near end of the field is sprinkled with people and telescopes. We have arrived.

By now, it is past 7:30, and many of the astronomers have already set up their scopes. Certain telescopes catch my attention immediately. One enclosed structure looks like a miniature observatory, white and hemispherical. From the outside it appears to be a very sophisticated observing facility (or a very sophisticated outhouse). Several other telescopes with large barrels remind me of cannons.

One of the latter can't be missed even though it is at the far end of the setup area. It's a homemade telescope with an aperture of twenty inches, and even when pointed at a low angle, it is taller than a human. You have to climb up on a stepladder to look into the eyepiece.

Now that I am finally at the observer's site, I am not sure what to do or where to set up. I flit around a little at first, trying to discern who's from NOVAC and what kinds of bizarre-looking telescopes are represented here. Most of them (the telescopes, that is, not the people) look alien to me.

I gravitate toward the far side of the gathering, where I have spied several people wearing NOVAC T-shirts. Since I am attending the Jupiter Watch under the auspices of the Northern Virginia Astronomy Club, I feel I should surround myself with other members of that same club. After introducing myself to a few people and catching snatches of conversations here and there, I conclude that this will not be difficult. I soon get the impression that NOVAC is the predominant club among the few dozen amateur astronomers who are setting up in the area. Of course, it's possible that my sampling is biased by my location in the heart of NOVAC territory.

One of the more talkative members of the group entertains passers-by with information about astronomy and telescopes. Eventually, he suggests that I set up my spotting scope nearby. It is close to 8:00, the time when visitors will begin arriving. Happy to have found a landing site, I comply.

The act of setting up my telescope gives me a sense of importance, and for the first time I begin to feel like I belong. For a few minutes at least, I am able to maintain the appearance of knowing what I am doing. This facade evaporates as soon as my telescope is set up, because I have no idea where to point it. I look around to see where the other telescopes are pointing, but I don't find a consistent pattern. The people around me aren't sure, either. I know that Jupiter should be appearing in the southwest, so I guess it will be in the quarter of the sky to the left of the setting sun. But there are numerous clouds up there, and I'm not even sure that it's possible to see Jupiter right now. The whole sky, in fact, looks questionable. I'll just have to wait until someone else finds it or narrows down the location for me.

Having set up my spotting scope, I am prepared to dig in and stay awhile. Now that I'm part of the amateur astronomers' group, leaving my spotting scope for any length of time would be unthinkable. However, I need to eat something while it's still too early to see anything, so I munch on one of the granola bars I brought. This will be my dinner. The guys can do the same, or they are at liberty to get food from the kiosk we passed on the way up that last hill.

While we wait for sunset and watch the ominous clouds, it begins to sprinkle. Great, just what we need! It's not a heavy rain shower, but any rain at all means that thick, planet-blocking clouds are overhead. I grab the plastic sheeting from my equipment bag and wrap it over my telescope. On inspiration, I also grab my jean jacket and drape it over the plastic wrap to weight it down. The sprinkling stops shortly thereafter, and the astronomers uncover their telescopes and resume their vigil. The darker clouds pass through, and increasing gaps begin to show among the lighter clouds.

At approximately 8:30 p.m., one of the amateur astronomers sounds a rallying cry. "Let's get going here! See who can spot Jupiter first." Someone remarks about there being a prize for the first person to spot Jupiter. I don't know if he's serious or not, but it hardly matters. Every one of us is eager to get started. After some minutes of unfocused searching, another astronomer yells out that Jupiter should be out now. The atmosphere becomes more charged. Everyone starts scanning the sky with increased excitement and urgency. I don't think more than a couple of minutes pass before a women shouts, "There it is!"

I am impressed -- and mystified. There are a number of wispy clouds in the region where she is pointing. How can anyone see Jupiter among all those clouds? Even though she has given a rough elevation angle for the planet, it remains invisible to me for the next five minutes. But within only a couple of minutes, two more astronomers near me exclaim that they've got Jupiter in their telescopes -- and they can see spots! Other cries follow. I am astonished at how quickly some of these people manage to lock their telescopes onto Jupiter while the rest of us are still staring at the sky looking for it.

If I have learned only one lesson during my scant three days of experience as an amateur astronomer, it is that you don't always get a second chance to see something when there are clouds in the sky. And this is something I don't want to miss! After a couple more minutes of fruitless searching, I abandon my telescope that still hasn't found Jupiter and hasten to line up for a look through one that has. I encourage my brother and father to do the same. I get in line beside the giant twenty-inch telescope with the ladder. The line isn't very long yet -- only two or three people -- so my turn comes up in just a few minutes. Now is my chance!


Eyes on Jupiter

From several rungs up the ladder, I peer into the eyepiece and gaze at Jupiter. At first, I don't see anything except a white disk. But having read earlier in the day that telescope viewing takes a practiced eye, I don't panic. I just keep looking until I start to see some details. First, the equatorial zone shows up as a light stripe across the middle of the planet. That somewhat darker stripe above it and the other one below it would be the equatorial belts. I remember what I have read about telescope orientations and assume that this telescope will invert the image. Therefore, in looking for those southern comet impact spots, I devote most of my scanning to the uppermost pole of the planet. Before long, I begin to discern a darkened area near the top pole. It is by no means distinct, just a fuzzily defined roundish region that appears to be a shade or two darker than its surroundings. I keep looking, trying to keep my eyes relaxed, half expecting it to disappear. Yet as my eyes adjust, I begin to see more and more contrast. It's still just a darker shade of gray, but by now I am convinced that I really am seeing a spot!

Rumor has it that another spot is just coming around the edge of the planet. After some study, I recognize it as a slight black indentation in the curve of the sphere. (I verify this with Bob, the telescope's owner and builder.) In less than a minute I am descending the ladder to allow the next person to look. But it was enough time for me to experience the rewards of waiting patiently for the details of an object to become discernible. I will have to try that with my own telescope.

After that first sighting, I feel elated. For six days I have been obsessed with the desire to see those comet impact sites firsthand. Somehow I always "knew" that it was going to be possible for amateurs to see them. Now, through an unbelievable combination of luck and determination, I have finally seen them with my own eyes, through a telescope. If I see nothing else all night, if I go home without even managing to find Jupiter in my own spotting scope, I will still be content that I came here tonight. I urge my father and brother to get in line and look through the big telescope, and eventually they comply.

I try to capture Jupiter in my own telescope. But no sooner do I see it in the sky, when it disappears before I can locate it in the finder scope. Or I manage to get it in the finder, but then it fades into the clouds before I can locate it in the main spotting scope. Then I have to start all over again.

In the meantime, I keep hearing excited exclamations from other astronomers nearby. Drawn by the excitement and the chance to see something new, I make frequent side trips to neighboring telescopes. I want to sneak as many looks as I can before this window of opportunity closes. After a handful of peeks through larger telescopes, I've seen enough pale "eyes" on Jupiter to form a lasting impression. I have gotten what I came here for. I am seeing the impact spots while they are still fresh. I begin to feel blessed.

It soon becomes apparent that we have all been blessed. A window of clear sky opens up around Jupiter. The wisps of clouds lined up on either side of Jupiter finally clear it. Now that I have had a chance to look at Jupiter through some of the larger telescopes, I can turn my attention back to seeing Jupiter in my own spotting scope.

With the intermittent cloud cover gone, it is much easier to capture Jupiter in my telescope's finder. Another astronomer examines my spotting scope and notices that the finder is off-center. He kindly encourages me to center the crosshairs so that the image in the finder will be at the center of the image in the main scope. Up until that point I have been too intimidated to try it, but after some bumbling attempts I finally get it right. This helps enormously in making the transition from sighting Jupiter in the finder to sighting it in the scope. I locate it at low power (33x), then switch to medium power (100x).

It is still difficult to focus at medium power, but at least I can track the planet now. My skills at using the fine tracking adjustments have increased with each passing day. I get it focused and centered as best as I can, then switch to high power (200x) by adding the Barlow lens. Amazingly, I easily find Jupiter again. But when I try to focus my scope, it jiggles too much, and I lose the planet. With my finder now properly centered, I am able to recapture Jupiter without having to revert to a lower power. However, the difficulties I am having with tracking it and focusing it are overwhelming, and once again I revert to making frequent trips to neighboring telescopes while the window on Jupiter remains open. About every ten minutes or so, someone calls out that the next spot is coming into view, and identifies it by name. I don't want to miss anything, so I am constantly bouncing back and forth between my telescope and the other telescopes.

I get many fine views of Jupiter through the big telescope situated right in front of me. Like many other large telescopes at the Jupiter Watch, this one is homemade, probably a good six feet long, with a ten-inch aperture. It's distinctive in that its "tube" is square in cross section rather than round. Essentially, it's a long, narrow box with a polished wood-grain finish. Its owner, Jerry, explains how the box can be separated into two pieces for easy transportation. I must confess that, upon first viewing this boxy scope, I had thought it among the most humble of the homemade telescopes. But once I get a chance to look through it, I change my mind. This telescope is so solid and so finely-balanced that when Jupiter moves out of view due to the Earth's rotation, I can recapture it just by nudging the telescope box slightly downward and towards me with my hands. It has just the right weight and balance to be easy to control with gentle pushes and pulls. This is in sharp contrast to my own telescope mounting, which tends to make angle adjustments in unpredictable, erratic jerks. The focus adjustment on the boxy scope is also smooth and accessible, allowing each viewer to adjust the focus to suit his personal needs. On my telescope, adjusting the focus normally results in violent shaking of the image, often to the point where I can't adjust the focus and see the results at the same time. On Jerry's telescope, as with many of the other large telescopes, I can adjust the knob and watch the image slowly come into focus. It remains perfectly stationary. By the time I leave the Naval Observatory, I will have decided that this boxy scope is one of the most beautiful telescopes that I have ever seen.

After half an hour or so of nearly uninterrupted Jupiter watching, we are all feeling blessed. The window has held! Moreover, Jupiter shows no signs of clouding over anytime soon. There are still clouds hiding much of the sky -- indeed, they are hiding a nearly full moon that would otherwise be flooding us with unwanted light! But the hole in the clouds around Jupiter has become immense. We are experiencing a meteorological miracle. Who could have predicted a few hours ago that a huge gap in the clouds would generously position itself right over Jupiter this evening, even as a veritable armada of clouds shielded us from the moon's harsh light? No, we are incredibly fortunate, and everyone rejoices at how easy it is to see the spots in their telescopes. "This is better than Halley's Comet!" one astronomer enthuses.

The longer the window holds, the greater the proportion of time I can afford to spend with my own spotting scope. After many fruitless attempts to focus it at high power, I yank out the troublesome slow motion control mechanism in desperation. That component seems to be the primary source of the extraneous jiggle that I am experiencing while focusing. Without the slow motion control, it becomes just barely possible to focus on Jupiter at high power without losing sight of it altogether. Jupiter still doesn't stand still when I try to focus on it, but at least now it is jumping around within my field of view.

I do my best to adjust the focus at high power, but I find it inconvenient having to stop and wait for the scope to settle down every time I turn the focusing ring. I decide to take the advice of old-timers and work at medium power instead. Medium-power viewing is often better than high-power viewing because the light is more concentrated. The image also drifts out of view much more slowly. I remove the Barlow lens, and that puts me back at 100-power magnification.

At the lower magnification, with the slow motion control removed, I find it possible to bring Jupiter into focus. But without a fine-tuning device, tracking the planet becomes much more challenging. I have only the tripod handle to use as a positioning tool, and I'm not used to its idiosyncrasies. It's tough adjusting for Jupiter's vertical motion, because the tripod arm seems to drift a little after I stop moving it. That drift is enough to take Jupiter completely out of view if I don't plan for it when I reposition the handle. However, horizontal adjustments have become quite simple.

I adjust the focus until the whitish circle that represents Jupiter is as small as it can get. How marvelous that all four of the Galilean moons are visible tonight! Last night I saw three; the night before, two. I connect the dots between these moons to draw an imaginary line corresponding to the equator across the tiny planetary disk. And now I simply gaze through the telescope, relaxing my eyes and waiting for features to appear.

After a while, I see a wide white band along the equator. I am seeing a feature on Jupiter for the first time in my own telescope! I am elated. My scope isn't useless after all; it was just my eyes that needed adjusting. Perhaps in time I will be able to see the spots, too. I keep trying, and sometimes I even think I imagine seeing them -- towards the bottom of the planet, since my spotting scope does not invert images. But I suspect that I'm just reading too much into the natural shading that occurs down near the pole. I start peeking through other telescopes again, this time for comparison with my own telescope. In one of the other telescopes, I see the darkest impact spot that I have seen yet. But I still can't convince myself that I'm seeing it in my own scope.

The clouds start edging in toward Jupiter again. Pretty soon, it will disappear behind them. An astronomer calls out that the big Fragment G impact site is coming into view. A family member reminds me that we haven't looked through any of the Naval Observatory telescopes yet. I have been so thoroughly content with what I've been seeing in the smaller telescopes that this revelation shocks me. I had completely forgotten about the big telescopes! One of the larger amateur telescopes near me has been pointed at the moon for the past ten minutes, its owner having defiantly chosen to provide spectators with an alternative object for viewing. There is no shortage of takers. The owner of the boxy scope is ready to start packing it up for his long drive home. I decide to pack it up, too, and head for the biggest observatory scope in case it's not too late to see the G impact spot through it. Playtime is over. My Dad and brother take my equipment back to the car while I stand waiting at the guard gate to make sure they will be allowed back in. A shift change is taking place. I enthuse over our luck with the weather and the views we had of Jupiter, and I urge the freed-up guards to go up the hill and look for themselves.

Reunited with my father and brother, we ascend the hill again towards the telescope buildings. As we stroll up the walk to the 26-inch telescope, hidden beneath a giant white dome, the clouds are already hiding Jupiter. It doesn't look promising for a glimpse through the big telescope, but that does little to dampen my soaring spirits. Instead of waiting in line for half an hour in order to get one look in one big scope, I have been able to look almost whenever I wanted to into any number of smaller, yet nonetheless capable, amateur astronomers' scopes. I have witnessed the sight of a lifetime many times over in the past hour and a half. What more could I want?

We wait in line for at least fifteen minutes. At last, a stream of people exits and the line begins to move. We enter the building and then the telescope elevator. The elevator is essentially the floor of the telescope room, the room under the big white dome. The floor can be raised up to the telescope so that people can look through the eyepiece. A guide gives a talk on the history of the telescope. It was built in 1878 and is now the most productive telescope for double star research in use today. Unfortunately, a look at Jupiter now seems doubtful. I feel sorry for the people who have just arrived for the 9:30 viewing. A number of them haven't seen Jupiter at all yet. It looks as if they aren't going to. A few people leave the room and the elevator's weight limit capacity (about 35 people) is met. The elevator is raised, and we ascend towards the eyepiece of the great telescope, hoping against hope. The guide talks some more, the roof trap door is opened, and a handful of us keep vigil on the clouds, looking for Jupiter. But it is in vain. Eventually the trap door is closed, the floor is lowered again, and we all filter out.

Once outside, we notice a bright star low in the sky. Could it be Venus this late? I wonder. They should have let us look at Venus instead of nothing! "Let's try the other telescope," I suggest. "Maybe they'll let us look there!"

We walk back to the twelve-inch telescope building, which happens to be the one facing the field with the amateur astronomers. We join a handful of curious Japanese tourists for an elevator ride up to the fifth floor, but find no telescope. Evidently it has closed for the night, wherever it is. We eyeball the books and shirts and memorabilia for sale on the second floor, then descend the dramatic staircase to the entrance hall.

We hover there a short time, looking at exhibits, then head out the door. By now, we are all set to go home, but as we amble down the front steps, we see "Venus" again. "Let's go talk to the astronomers!" I suggest. "Then we can find out for sure what it is and get a look at it. We might as well do that while we're here."

So instead of heading back down the hill, we start walking diagonally across the street towards the telescope field. Presently, we notice two very bright lights at the near end of the field, just on the other side of the road. "Television crews!" we realize. Two people are standing in the limelight. As we get closer, Dad and I both believe we recognize one of them: David Levy!


Magical Night, Magical Week

We reach the other side of the road and stand in the shadows watching the interview progress. I position myself to the right of and slightly behind a cameraman. I can see David Levy quite clearly in the bright light of the television lamps, for I am facing him. I wonder if he is aware that I'm there. Can he see me through the blinding glare? He seems totally engrossed by the interview, and I suspect that his awareness is limited to within that pool of light. He is focused on the interviewer and on his audience.

Most of Levy's words reach me intact, but the reporter's questions are largely unintelligible. I treat the interview as if I were watching the game show "Jeopardy." I listen to the sequence of sounds uttered by the reporter. Then, when I hear David's answer, I try to guess what the question was, based on how it sounded and on how Levy responded. This approach works surprisingly well. The reporter seems to be asking routine questions.

I hear Levy say that the most exciting moment for him was last Saturday when he saw the pictures from the first impact. The magnitude of the event that was beginning to unfold first became apparent then.

David looks radiant. It is clear that he is enjoying this moment. He describes the comet impacts as "the experience of a lifetime," his eyes bright with wonder and joy.

Is it any wonder Levy looks so luminescent? After all, he's one of the comet's co-discoverers, and we all owe our presence here to him and to the Shoemakers. Had they not found that doomed comet ahead of time, a thousand of us would not be here right now catching these fantastic glimpses of a spotted Jupiter. All of this activity -- the amateur astronomers with their telescopes set up in the grass, the eager observers milling around, the lines of people at the great observatory telescopes, the bright floodlights, the reporter and television crew -- everything that is going on around him right now is happening because he and the Shoemakers noticed that "string of pearls" in the night sky over a year ago. As David Levy surveys this scene, surely he both recognizes and relishes his role in this event. Look what I started! his bright eyes seem to be saying. All of this is happening because of me! Clearly, it is a magical night for him.

Hidden in the shadows watching David glow, I share his wonder and excitement over all that has happened during the past week. A week ago I knew nothing about astronomy or telescopes or comets. I didn't own a spotting scope, and I had no idea how to locate Jupiter in the night sky. I didn't know about Jupiter's four Galilean moons, nor its ever-changing cloud belts. Now, just six days later, I am standing in the very shadow of one of Comet Shoemaker-Levy 9's discoverers. I have seen firsthand the impact sites left by the comet. Not frozen in some hours-old photo, but live through a telescope, hovering like ghostly gray eyes on the planet, while they are literally still warm, even before the last one has fallen. And my brother and father got to see them, too.

All because I took a chance on buying a telescope to see what no one expected to see. All because I tried to chase a comet to Jupiter. It was crazy, really, to think that I could actually witness this once-in-a-millennium comet crash. But I pursued my crazy dream relentlessly, and happily -- almost magically, it seems -- it came true. And my life is different for it. I have glimpsed things beyond Earth's infinitesimal niche in our solar system. I have seen craters on the moon, moons around Jupiter, a planet besieged by a comet. The night sky holds a richness and a promise it has never held for me before. How much Jupiter has changed during these last six days! How much I have changed.

"Look what I started!" I can't help but think, as I stand in the ghostly night's shadow, gazing at David Levy, watching his dream coming true.




© 2019 by Carol Connolly Engle. (Images are from NASA.)